Thursday, November 19, 2009

Is Atuk Happy Now??

Nak cerita semula perbualan2 I dgn darwish last week.

Masa kami balik bapak tgh sakit tu, darwish mmg tanya byk soalan dah:

"What happen tu atuk?"
"Why atuk sick?"
"Atuk need to go hospital?"
"Why Atuk cannot walk?"

Macam2 lg yg i dah tak ingat.

Bila balik sini Puchong 1 nite then balik kampung balik Atuk dah meninggal, tak sempat pulak tu dia nak tengok arwah utk kali terakhir, lagi byk soalan2 killer yg dia tanya:

"Why atuk die?"
"Why atuk sleep?"
"Why atuk sleep in the ground?"
"Who dig the ground?"
"Atuk can hear darwish or not?"
"Can atuk open his eyes?"
"Why atuk need water (air yasin)?"
"Can we dig the ground and see atuk?"
"Why atuk old?"

Bila lepas tahlil or baca Yassin,
"Can atuk hear us?"
"Is atuk happy now?"
"Why need to doa for atuk?"

Lepas tu bila nampak I baring, batuk sikit,
"Are you die?"
"Are you old mother?"
"Why you will die?"

Siap picit2 kaki I lg bila I baring.

Byk I explain kat dia, as simple as possible supaya dia faham.

Dan ambik peluang jugak utk suruh dia behave or else atuk tak happy ;P.

Masa tahlil kat kampung pun dia boleh duduk elok2 dgn ayah dia sambil ikut baca doa.

Malam kedua lepas I baca yassin waktu maghrib dia tanya lagi atuk happy ke tak. Apa lagi amik peluang lah kan, bgtau dia kalau dia selalu baca doa sembahyang, mengaji atuk mesti happy.

Baru ni gi masjid pun dia ikut sembahyang betul2 takde gi main2 ikut budak2 lain.
Balik dari masjid tanya I lg, atuk happy tak.

Kitorang explain kat dia that mama and ayah pun akan mati jugak. Dia kena jadi anak yg baik, sentiasa doakan kami..bla bla bla...mcm2 le kami racun/ nasihat.

Dia main2 jugak, but still dok ingat atuk dia kekadang.


12 comments:

  1. owh i bet my sister in law n my borther [on facing the same situation as u r now, as my sister in law punye father just passed away :(
    al fatihah

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  2. budak-budak memang camtu kan..banyak sungguh pertanyaan..kita je la kena sabo n bg jawapan yg logik..hehehhe

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  3. Fzln - mmg kena sabor and slow2 explain.

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  4. tersetuh kan aja dgr dorang bertanya mcm2...kita mmg kena bersabar nk explain ikut pemahaman dorang..

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  5. anak akak yg pompuan tu, kalo ingatkan arwah tokwan dia..mesti menangis...setiap minggu kalo kami balik kpg si abah...dia mesti minta si abah lalu tepi masjid..nak tgk kubur tokwan

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  6. yeah mmg kan..budak2 sgt telus..

    masa my bil meninggal my son pun pnah tanya camtu kat i..
    tp yg tak bes dia tanya...kalau ibu mati mcm mane le abg ek..huh???
    ibu dia yg ngeri hahaahahahah

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  7. tkpe, jawab aje lah kan! lelama tkde lah tanya2 ni..
    better to ask than keep to himself kan!

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  8. Has - mmg kena sabar sbb dia keep on repeat soklan tu.

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  9. Mamsyaza - samalah, before balik ari tu mmg gi say goodbye kat kubur atuk dia. On Sunday afternoon ( 1 day after atuk meninggal) pun gi bwk dia ke kubur atas permintaan dia sendiri.

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  10. Sisdee - part tu dia keep on saying " I don't want mother and father die"....byk kali pulak tu.

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  11. Zarin - itu yg kami cuba buat sebaik mungkin..jawab soklan dia.

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