Dah boleh adjust sikit-sikit to our new lifestyle. Oh jangan salah sangka plak, bukan lifestyle apa, lifestyle yg memerlukan i jaga Sarah and juggle other things in life.
Penat?...ya memang penat. But life goes on. Dengan mood swing yg kalah mak buyung, sangat mencabar kesabaran jugak lah. Tapi i know that kalau dia tak sakit dia tak akan suka2 get soo cranky aaaallllll the time. So I just ikutkan aje kehendaknya.
She's soo skinny , dah macam anak orang afrika plak sekali pandang cuma kulit cokelat, tak gelap hehe. Rambut still intact. Since CNY she has been eating quite well. Milk intake pun dah increase to almost 20oz daily, Alhamdullilah.
I akan buat dressing on her stiches twice/week dan flushing her chemo pot once a week. And today is flushing day...so she gonna scream her lung out lah for sure.
Tomorrow another worker will come to work at my laundry shop, hopefully she's responsible and have the right attitude so that i can get my maid to come back at home whenever Sarah has to undergo her chemotherapy at SDMC.
My worries is the shop monthly collection. Will it be able to pay for one more additional staff? Even though the trend for the past 4 month is quite good but i do afraid if its goes down. If the increment keep on going up, then insyallah it will be able to sustain all operation cost inclusive 2 staff salary.....well I leave that to the rezeki Allah have for me. Can't do much now so i 'll pray for the best.