Preeettttttttttttttt *bunyi ceret, diiringi kentut yg panjang*

Sarah tengah memerut selepas beberapa minit menikmati aiskrim. Tak setel lagi nampaknya. Thats the 4th time today....of cos much lower that last weeks which probably already on her 10th cirits by this time.

And this is my 2nd entry for today due to my spirit getting low....lowest so far.

Ye lah dah dok up-upkan spirit sepanjang last week, selesaikan urusan sebanyak yg boleh, penuhi segala keinginan, then come today, a single sms came in and put my spirit down.

Pastu baca pulak blog cancer patient yg sedang fighting for her life due to relapse.

Arrghhhhh...tak tau nak cakap apa. Seriously i try to remain positive but tipulah kalau takde rasa tertekan stress semua tu.

Next week start cuti sekolah, me and sarah kat hospital. Mina and awish dah register for 4 days holiday camp, tapi van tak de utk pick up derang dari rumah.

And if prof want to keep sarah another 2 weeks after chemo to pump her weight, thats mean i'm not around the whole school holiday! So mina and awish mungkin kena stay kat taska, or maybe their makchek house again...i don't know. Nak hantar balik kampung pontian pun tak tau sapa boleh jaga...

*oh my...sarah is screaming sbb mina taknak bagi barney bolster kat dia....its really really stressful listening to their fight, and i already surrender to pujuk or whatsoever, tak jalan dah. This happen all day long...be it darwish or mina...sama je..pengsan!*

Mungkin mintak prof delaykan admission lepas chemo...at least sampai habis cuti sekolah. So takdelah kalut sangat, sian derang kalau time cuti duduk seharian kat taska. Bukan ada aktiviti pun, ni taska biasa2 je, so makan, tido, tv.

Dan masalah2 laundry yg lepas satu-satu ni tak taulah..really patahkan semangat. Baru nak rasa ketenangan fokus kat sarah and budak2 ni timbul le masalah kat laundry...adaaa jeee. Bila kepala runsing, senang le naik angin....mangsa sapa lagi....budak2 ni le jugak..haih!