Is Atuk Happy Now??

Nak cerita semula perbualan2 I dgn darwish last week.

Masa kami balik bapak tgh sakit tu, darwish mmg tanya byk soalan dah:

"What happen tu atuk?"
"Why atuk sick?"
"Atuk need to go hospital?"
"Why Atuk cannot walk?"

Macam2 lg yg i dah tak ingat.

Bila balik sini Puchong 1 nite then balik kampung balik Atuk dah meninggal, tak sempat pulak tu dia nak tengok arwah utk kali terakhir, lagi byk soalan2 killer yg dia tanya:

"Why atuk die?"
"Why atuk sleep?"
"Why atuk sleep in the ground?"
"Who dig the ground?"
"Atuk can hear darwish or not?"
"Can atuk open his eyes?"
"Why atuk need water (air yasin)?"
"Can we dig the ground and see atuk?"
"Why atuk old?"

Bila lepas tahlil or baca Yassin,
"Can atuk hear us?"
"Is atuk happy now?"
"Why need to doa for atuk?"

Lepas tu bila nampak I baring, batuk sikit,
"Are you die?"
"Are you old mother?"
"Why you will die?"

Siap picit2 kaki I lg bila I baring.

Byk I explain kat dia, as simple as possible supaya dia faham.

Dan ambik peluang jugak utk suruh dia behave or else atuk tak happy ;P.

Masa tahlil kat kampung pun dia boleh duduk elok2 dgn ayah dia sambil ikut baca doa.

Malam kedua lepas I baca yassin waktu maghrib dia tanya lagi atuk happy ke tak. Apa lagi amik peluang lah kan, bgtau dia kalau dia selalu baca doa sembahyang, mengaji atuk mesti happy.

Baru ni gi masjid pun dia ikut sembahyang betul2 takde gi main2 ikut budak2 lain.
Balik dari masjid tanya I lg, atuk happy tak.

Kitorang explain kat dia that mama and ayah pun akan mati jugak. Dia kena jadi anak yg baik, sentiasa doakan kami..bla bla bla...mcm2 le kami racun/ nasihat.

Dia main2 jugak, but still dok ingat atuk dia kekadang.