Antara menda yg i nak cerita adalah pasal my mom. Gambar ni masa me n my sis bawak gi klinik on hari raya haji kedua (sabtu).Kan i cerita my mom kemurungan lepas my father passed away tu. Since then her condition makin teruk. Teruk tu maksudnye, tak tido langsung for few days, tak makan minum unless kita suapkan dia, termenung all time and dillusion.
Antara menda yg tak pernah jadi tp dia insist its happening:
1) my brother kidnapped anak my sis tu.
2) cucu2 dia yg bujang nak belasah dia.
3) abang i marah dia kalau kuar dari rumah.
4) masa i n sis bawak gi klinik my mom ingat i nak tinggalkan dia kat situ. Until now dia pikir mcm tu and tell others about it. Padahal dah explain byk kali kat dia.
Byk lagi benda2 dia ckp yg i pun dah lupa (biasalah i ni ada sindrom short term memory loss)
Pasal gi klinik tu dia punyelah marah..sampai i takut nak tengok muka dia.
Dia marah sbb dia malu...malu sbb selekeh, sbb dah tua nanti orang tengok gelakkan dia.
Dia marah sebab nanti abang i akan marah dia sbb keluar rumah.
Semua tu mcm dlm fikiran dia, tak masuk akal tp itulah yg berulang2 dia cakap.
I pandang my sis, my sis pandang i je la. Tak tau nak cakap apa dah.
Ahad baru ni my sis in law bawak ke Kulai, saja tukar angin. Tu pun dia still bgtau my sil pasal i nak tinggalkan dia tah kat mana2....aduhaiiii..takkan la i kejam camtu skali...sedih tau!
Hmmm itu la ceritanya yg dah di pendekkan...
alaa..sedihnya..i doakan ur mom cepat baik...
ReplyDeletemungkin kita pun akan jadi mcm tu jugak bila dah tua nanti..
Banyakkan bersabar ye.
ReplyDeleteshe's getting older...plus kemurungan tu...just my 2 cents worth, jangan la bersedih dengan her condition u. it's part of the nature, ada yg kena ada yang tak..with her condition, your (extended or not) family members definitely can tell which is right, which is wrong.
be strong.
:) panjang pulak reply nye yek....
mmg sedih..tapi ct bykkan sabar..Insya Allah ok pas nih
ReplyDeletebykkan sabar ye ct. she's getting older. sorry to say but maybe dia dah start tunjuk simptom nyanyuk. it's normal. cuma u n adik badik kena pay more attention to her. dun be sad n cheer up k!
ReplyDeleteti..aku selalu follow blog ko.. aku pun sedih gak baca..tp kuatkan hati..byk2kan doa semoga Allah tenangkan hati mak ko tu..klu ada org2 nk ke Mekah ke..mintak doakan mak kau sekali..kat sana doa mmg makbul..dgn izinNya..
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