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emmm tak jadi    update....
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Beautiful

Dah baca? I baca from Dr Harlina latest entry. She got it from her friend. Since it was beautifully written, i can't help myself but copy n paste kat sini. Nanti boleh baca selalu hahaha.

Marriage is a school where you get the certificate before you start. 

 

A school where you will never graduate. 

 

A school without a break or a free period. 

 

A school where no one is allowed to drop out. 

 

A school which you will have to attend every day of your life. 

 

A school where there is no sick leave or holidays. 

 

A school founded by the Almighty:

1. On the foundation of love, 

2. The walls made of trust,

3. The door made of acceptance, 

4. The windows made of understanding. 

5. The furniture made of blessings. 

6. The roof made of faith. 

 

Before you forget, you are just a student not the principal. The Almighty is the principal.

 

Even at times of a storm, don’t be unwise and run outside.

 

Remember this school is the safest place to be. 

 

Never go to sleep before completing your assignments for the day. 

 

Never forget the C-word, communicate, communicate, communicate with your classmate and with the Principal.

 

If you find something in your classmate (spouse) that you do not appreciate, remember your classmate is also just a student not a graduate. The Almighty is not finished with him/her yet, so take it as a challenge and work on it together. 

 

Do not forget to study, study, study the Noble Book (the main textbook in this school). 

 

Start each day with a sacred assembly and end it the same way.

 

Sometimes you will feel like not attending class, yet you have to.

 

When tempted to quit find the courage and continue. 

 

Some tests and exams may be tough but remember the Principal knows how much you can bear. 

 

Still, it is one of the best schools on earth; joy, peace and happiness accompany each lesson of the day. 

 

Different subjects are offered in this school, yet love is the major subject. 

 

After all the years of being theoretical about it, now you have a chance to practice it. 

 

To be loved is a good thing, but to love is the greatest privilege of them all. 

 

Marriage is a place of love, so love your spouse but remember: “This class doesn’t involve a person who is not permitted into it”! If you invite your mother or father or your friends to this class,   or anyone who is not allowed to be there, you will fail the exam. 

 

It is you who should attend and it is you who will pass. 

 

Its your choice today:” build it or break it”.

Instant Food

Salam. Lama tak update sbb takde mood. Tak cukup tido sebab soooo uncomfortable plus having sore throat and bad cough lately. Tekak dah baik tapi batuk still ada, dah kurang lah tapi not 100% sembuh. Disebabkan batuk yg teruk tu, my abdominal muscle dah teroverwork. Sakit nye tsk tsk tsk T_T especially time false contraction time tu lah nak terkokol-kokol batuk. Kena betul2 elok sebelum the final showdown. Parah ler kalau selepas deliver masih batuk....takleh bayangkan.

Sementara tiap hari i bangun pagi perut masih mengembung2 ni, i makan ajelah. Tapi tekak pun dah tak tau nak makan apa, so korek2 dapur n cook something yg lain.

Ni sarah request apple pie. Since ada epal dan pastry instant, layan jelah. Ujung2 dia makan half aje. Lagi 3 n half i yg makan. -_-. 

Dah alang2 pastry dah bukak packaging kan, i buat pulak errr..apa nama tah menda atas ni. Salu kat kedai seafood chowder ke mushroom chowder gitu kan? Entahlah tak ingat dah. But i guna instant campbell mushroom soup je. Lepas tu tutup dgn pastry instant tu. Sedap jugak heheh. But i think kalau i buat sendiri mushroom sup guna cream n fresh minced button mushroom lagi umph kot sbb yg tu lagi creamier banding instant ni. Tapi takat i sorang je lam rumah ni yg suka cream mushroom tu, buat letih aje buat sikit. Pakai instant sudeyyy.

Lagi satu benda yg salunya i sorang je makan, bagel, mina kadang2 naklah. Bagel beli kat tesco. Pendek je dalam 1ft. Kalau yg french bread panjang tu tak sempat nak abihkan. So just toast ngan butter n sapu garlic. Cicah dgn mushroom sup instant jugak.

Bibik masakkan breakfast spagetti chicken bolognaise (instant sos ye). Budak2 makan gitu je. But i suka ada sayur2 sikit. Biar berwarna warni then panaskan dgn cheese....nyummmmm.

Ini 2,3 hari ni asik tengok AFC yg dok tayanag masak kupang. Semalam ada kupang kat pasar borong, so beli sebungkus. Lunch i makan kupang yg i masak dgn tomato dan leftover sos spagetti. Makan sekali dgn bagel yg i toast dgn chicken bolognaise n mozarella. Balance kupang tu, i masak ala thai tom yam utk dinner, tiru nigella punya resepi....sedap dap dap. Cumanya kalau kupang tu versi yg lemak mcm import punya lagi kick kot. Ini kupang mesia yg ala2 cenonet aje and tak lemak sangat. 

Tadi i buat pulak pineapple pie. Sama gak guna instant pastry tu. Katanya pineaple is natural birth inducing method. Kata gugel lah...tapi i dah makan ni takda apa pun...tsk.

Kalau pagi esok bangun pagi masih sama, i nak buat black pepper lamb pie pulak. Semalam i dah simpan sekeping lamb n marinated dalam black pepper sauce. 

Btw, my gynea bagi pilihan, nak induce on monday 14 or wednesday 16...T____T.  So baby nak kuar bila nih???? Lepas raya ke before raya?

Re-arrangement

Hmmmm...masih menunggu nampaknya. Semalam dah bosan tahap cipan dah, but tak berani pulak nak ke gym. So end up re-arrange living hall. Tolak sofa sana sini, sampai lah dapat kedudukan yg paling best utk melepek depan tv, bukan paling cantik hahahaha. Lepas tu, sian pulak tengok bunga2 dalam pasu yg tah haper2 dah rupanya. Dengan habuk yg lekat pastu terkulai sana sini. So mari cabut dan basuh. Tapi macam boring pulak nak guna bunga yg sama.....dah buruk naaaa. Lebih 5 tahun dah kot.  tsk tsk tsk.

Best melepek bawah kipas nih.

Memula ingat nak beli aje bunga pastu gubah sendiri. Then terpikir kalau tak jadi, tak cantik, mesti hati sakit. Dah lah deco bunga2 ni so yesteryear s, kannnn, zaman moden ni orang tak main dah deco bunga2. Tapi nak cari deco lain macam, sayang pulak pasu tu. I kan khedhekuttt. 

So i angkut sekali pasu tu ke florist yg jauhhhhh nuuuunnnn kat puchong prima. Sebab kat sana rasanya murah according to a fren. Pasu ni pun beli from duit our wedding dulu. Beli kat biggie best. Dah takde kot kedai tu skrg. Kira ada kenangan lah kan, so sayang le nak simpan dalam stor.

Tunggu amoi kedai tu datang lama jugak sbb staf2 indon dia tak reti buat flower arrangement. Bila dia sampai, dia tanya lah bajet baper, nak letak kat mana, wall color apa, nak tinggi ke nak rendah, my favourite color apa....macam2lah soklan dia. Yg best tang bajet tu dia gelaklah sbb sikit naaaa, heheh. I cakap 2 pasu max $100 je heheh.

Lepas jawab soalan2 dia tu, pasu besar ni , i serah bulat2 kat dia utk pilih bunga sbb yg pasu lagi satu tu, i nak orkid. Kalau i pilih kang letih le nak meet bajet ciput tu if asik terpilih yg rega mahal kan. So, ni lah hasilnya utk pasu besar tu. Puas hatilah sbb i tak rasa i can do better than her.

Bunga orkid ni memang i berkenan sangat sbb nampak macam bunga betul. Yg amoi tu pulak dok berkenan my pasu ni. A few customer pun duk sibuk tanya kot pasu ni jual kat kedai ni. So terpaksalah i bgtau ni pasu i sendiri 5 tahun dulu. Selama ni i main bubuh aje selonggok bunga dalam ni, idok le nampak pasu ni cantik, sekali amoi ni buat dgn orkid tu hah terus menawan kalbu hahahah. I bgtau dia orkid ni i taknak sarat sangat, nak simple je.

Really love it. Nasiblah deco dah tak 'in' ke haper kan, janji adoooo. 

Bila?

Lets cerita ceriti sementara menunggu ni. Hari isnin, i start rasa tak selesa. Feel like passing motion berkali2 tapi apa pun takde. Accompanied by strong contraction tapi takde sakit. Malam tu pun i terjaga banyak kali sbb sesak nafas bila ada strong contraction. So bila terjaga tu, i akan stay awake utk timing the interval, hmmm some 20minutes apart some 30 minutes. So tertido balik. Macam tu lah sampai pagi. Sign lain mmg takde.

So cekpen yg dah sampai opis, pagi semalam, mmg tak tenanglah kan, so he ditched his work, came back and hantar i gi sunmed, cos memang semalam ada appointment. He wants to know first hand what the doc going to say sbb petang semalam tu dia dah nak fly ke bangkok. And dia takut jugak le kot i tgh drive through the heavy traffic kat tol sunway tu , then tetiba i in labor.

Walopon contraction very scarce, it does make me tired. Dgn tak cukup tido lagi kan. So when our turn, doc said, IF its already 4,5 cm, she will just put me on drips (induce) to expedite the process. Tapi kan, bila check, its only 2cm...sigh! And the head not close enuf for her to put me on drips. So the only option is to wait. 

Waiting tu lah yg buat cekpen lagi fening. Nak pergi ke tak. I mean if i terus admitted, it was easier to ditch bangkok, but since thats not the case, pening lah dia nak decide kan. So balik rumah and fikir dulu. Since my contraction sama je since the nite before, i told him, its ok to go. Lagipun takde big sign yg indicate that i really in labor. Doctor pun cakap it may take some time but most probably this week. If not than just continue the routine check up next week.

Around 12 camtu, he told me that the HR manage to consult bangkok on his situation, so they change his presentation timing. He will be the first delegate to present and once he finished he can skip others and catch earliest flight to KL. Alhamdullilah. He supposed to catch his flight at 11am today. Lega sangat. Hope everything goes well over there right at this moment.

I pulak restraint myself from moving around much, cos nak delay until cekpen comes back hehe. I nak le cekpen ada time baby keluar kan, and i'm sure he wants that too. Bukan senang nak dapat peluang macam tu. Those yg dah go through must knew the feelings you get kan.

So in the end we wait lah. Anak sedara i ada sorang kat sini, stand by just in case. And timing just nice, sbb petang ni dia ada kelas, and cekpen sepatutnya dah sampai masa tu. 

Anyway, i talk to baby and give him few date to choose, 1, 3, 10, 11 or 13 october. 1 is out oredi. So he still have 4 to choose from hehehe. Sebabnye ...errrrr it will generate nice mykids id number kah kah kah.

Baby no ?

Rilek2......not our baby yet hahahaha. Ni our latest cucu sedara, yg baby girl tu. So tahun ni she's baby no 5. My side ada 2 baby, Cekpen side ada 3. Cekpen just practising here....maklumlah dah 5 tahun lebih tak pegang newborn. Baby from my side ada sorang lagi yg kitorang belum jumpa sbb duduk johor kan. Tu ada harapan raya tahun depan le kot baru boleh jumpa. Habis dah semua cucu sedara dah selamat lahir errrr...rasanya lah. Tak tau le kot ada lagi yg sesenyap tengah baking kan sbb i ni pun salu lupa, maklumle kuarge besar, bukan selalu jumpa semorang pun, so kadang tetiba je ada surprised hehe.

The last art

Lukisan terakhir sarah.

Sarah on her last day in art safari. Mina teman mama sbb sekolah agama bg cuti. Lepas habis terus main kat indoor playground giant tu. Pikir balik, 2 orang bff sarah kat kelas ni takde sepanjang september ni. Rasanya derang pun dah stop kot. Sorang tu yg the mother pun expecting jugak, due date pun beza sehari je dgn myself. Maybe dah bersalin kot. Sorang lagi tu not sure lah tapi mmg dah few classes dia takde jugak. 

Pastu next year sarah kan dah masuk standard 1, pagi petang sekolah, so most probably, even lepas pantang pun tak hantar lagi dia ke sini kot. Nanti carilah aktiviti lain yg derang bertiga boleh buat sama2. Haih cepatnya masa berlalu.

Darwish Camping @ school dan pembuli

Jumaat malam sabtu last week awish ada camping kat sekolah dia. Itu pun last minit baru bgtau mama n ayah nak kena bayar utk camping masa hari rabu kot. Nasib baik boleh lagi join. Bagilah kan sbb nak tengok gak dia survive sendiri. Kat rumah ni manja kemain, semua nak mama buat, potong martabak pun tak reti. 

Malam tu kitorang round kat sekolah, saje tengok camna rupa camping tu. Nampaklah few khemah kat area between school building tu. Lah ingatkan camping kat atas padang rumput kan. Cikgu pun tak berani kot nanti kena serang kalau ada budak2 yg kena gigit nyamuk hehe. Maklumlah makpak zaman skrg kan byk yg poyo terlebih concern.

Anyway, balik tu awish still in one piece le. Except 2 boxer takde dlm beg, yg lelain tu safe lah. Tidur 3 jam je malam tu katanya sbb night activity habis lambat. Tidur pun bukan dalam khemah tapi dalam classroom 

-___-. Cara cerita macam dia enjoy jugaklah, then bila tanya next time kalau ada lagi kat jungle nak pergi tak, taknak le pulak jawabnye. Guling2 taknak jungle, padahal mama ayah tanya je....choiii sangat.

On another note, lately ni dia adalah mengadu few times pasal kena buli kat sekolah. Minggu ni ada budak purposely grab tangan dia and pulas jari dia bagi sakit. The same budak yg buli kawan awish jugak. Kawan awish tu pembuli ni mintak duit. Tapi kawan awish ni tough sikit, so dia lawan balik. Macam awish ni kena warning dgn pembuli tu, jangan bagitau cikgu ...tsk.

Baca kat fb baru2 ni luahan cikgu, pasal budak2 sekolah yg berperangai malaikat sangat depan parents tapi kat sekolah macam syaiton samseng.......i guess betullah tu. Cikgu pulak tangan dah terikat tak boleh buat apa. Budak2 skrg tau je kan kelebihan derang. So tu yg tak takut or respek cikgu tu, konfem mak bapak menangkan anak punya. Sigh!

I nak komplen pasal awish kena buli pun macam takde pekdah sbb, paling kuat pun cikgu boleh buat, dia akan perhatikan, betul tak? Even pembuli cought in action pun, i'm sure hukuman disiplin tu takkan ada impak. Bukan macam dedulu. Doa ajelah, mintak jauhkan dari perkara yg buruk2. I cuma pesan dgn awish utk jauhkan diri dari pembuli tu. Asal nampak je gi lari jejauh. Kalau kena jugak, repot kat cikgu. Kalau ikutkan saiz badan, awish tu patutnya boleh je lawan balik, or sepatutnya tak kena bulilah, tapi sbb badan aje besor kan hmmmm. 

Imagination

View from the dining..looking at the indoor garden and water feature in the kitchen. Must have a folding door wide enough for natural light from the kitchen skylight. And kalau masak yg bau power macam belacan etc tu boleh lah tutup pintu so bau tak sampai depan uhuhuhu.

Maybe some herbs and orchid in the kitchen .....under the skylight....where it can be seen from the dining. No breakfast table...that will be brick wall with water feature and small koi pond. Overhead pergola from the brick walls towards the folding glass door dining area, is where i'll hang the pots of flower and herbs. Synthetic grass and garden chair. Cekpen boleh teman while i'm cooking eheheheh.

The back spiral staircase leading up to the laundry area. This will be behind the water feature mentioned above. This will lead to the kids room too.....short cut le kiranya, tak payah pusing naik ke laundry ikut tangga depan....jauh benor.

Poyo no more

Malam tadi barulah tengok bideo yg orang sesibuk tu. Itupun sbb cekpen yg bukak nak tengok, so tumpang sekaki le. Haih...what can we say huh. Apa-apalah labuuuu......hidup umpama roda, ada masa kat atas, ada masa kat bawah. I'm rooting for that poor pakcik. Sabor pakcik eh.

Masa keluar supper malam tadi cekpen cakap lepas ni kita tak boleh guna perkataan 'poyo' dah outdated dah katanya.......agak2 nak ganti ngan apa uols??? hahahaha

Ni brekfas semalam. Roti telur bawang. Balun 2 keping tu. Nak makan capati pagi smlm tak dapat. So malam tadi gi lah lagi sekali, tapi kedai mamak lain. Memula ane tu cakap takdak, pastu kitorang nak blah dia suh tunggu dia cek dulu. datang balik kata ada....sekali sampai capati tu rasa tepung gitu je.....camtu ke rasa capati? Lempeng kosong lagi sedap. Tak puas hati betul. Mesti ada yg sedap kan?