I'm going to die today

Bad day...party day....last day of school. I forget!!!!
No dress...no party pack...

A girl sit firm on the floor in her class sulking, refuse to join her classmates dance around, bcos she's wearing her marroon/ white uniform (of course there are others who also wears the same uniform, obviously their mother also forget what day is today haha..i'm not alone!!)

Mommy came back 20 minutes later, with a dress and kids cereal packs to give to the girl classmates (what else u can get so early in the morning, no bakery within the short time frame to reach) . But mommy thinks its too late. The damage has been done.

Mommy must think a redemption method fast today or else face the wrath of Sarah's volatile temper.
Argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate myself! After 5 years of kindy party thingy, how can i forget this??? how???

Azalea

Tengah demam.....demam azalea. Tangkap lagi sehelai... =B.

Sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!Yippieeee!

Dapat batch 7 & 8. Tak sabar tunggu batch2 seterusnya.

JCO, Mothers Day, Avengers

 Mina,always toughtful, never forget to make a special cards for me. If she's angry at me, she make a card saying that i don't love her. If she's happy, she make a card saying that she loves me. 

 Sensitive, attention seeker, demanding, loveable, toughtful, considerate and so much more.

Another demanding princess. Too  attached and doesn't want to letgo. 

 6/7 years old boy trap in 9 years old body? The progress is little but better than nothing. At least now he proved that he don't have much issues catching up with education.

 Passion, commitment, endurance, resilient, diligent. 

 Happy hour.

Darwish: "thank you mother, i'm so happy we watch avengers, i like it very much"

Mina dozed off half way through the movie. Sarah restless and make me missed some action. A good reason for me to buy another ticket and give 100% concentration rite?

 Darwish: "everybody, put on your scouter"

Cekpen:"mama kena tengok Thor, so boleh faham pasal doktor tu and Loki"

So I watched the very next day.

I hope Marvel and Disney will produce The Avengers sequel. Its refreshing to watch action pack movie that does not need unnecessary women exploitation (eg : megan fox in transformers), Black widow character is totally acceptable for me. I hope there's more scene of Hulk smacking Loki or other villain as if they were dead fish....its so funny :D. That's exactly what i want to do when i'm pissed off.

Offline Reading Material

I got my first Sophie Kinsella's after i watch Confession of A Shopaholic movie years ago (when was it??). I bought the rest within the last 2 weeks, and i 'khatam' all of it already.
I found the bottom two adequate to my liking, then the next two not able to keep me from other distraction*read: not good enough*.

I'm running out of online material that can make me focus daily, and now the offline material seems does not guarantee it can satisfy my needs. Online is free so i don't mind reading junk but offline kinda expensive so if the books is not worth the price *in my sole opinion*. i'm not so sure to pursue buying more or not. I don't want to simply follow what others read cos i may not have the same interest as others.

So what do i do now??

Shattered dreams

Everday i wake up with anticipation. Most of the day end up fruitless, the writer did not came up with a new chapter. He/she update the story once a week, sometime it was drag until almost 2 weeks. So when he/she announce that the story will end up soon, my anticipation grows bigger. I want to know how it ends.

It has been a roller coaster ride, the story have lots of twist, i couldn't predict what was up next and anxiety become my friend.But today, when the END does comes, i was presented with an awful betrayal, I lost hope. Almost lost hope. The writer promise that a sequel is on the way. I have to wait again. Its had been months of waiting and i have to wait all over again, with a very tiny hopes that the next end will go my way.

Well not everything should end up happily ever after but one thing for sure, i cannot tolerate betrayal, even though its just a story. I just wish those who were betrayed able to had their bittersweet revenge.... well revenge is sweet, the hell with forgiveness. *evil wicked laugh*

Do not express your excess romantic feelings on your fb walls

It might cause unnecessary awkwardness to those who happen to read it.

Accumulating accidental peep readers cos your friend don't really have intention to read it....sore eyes.

People might vomit blood from your too much cheesy lines which was NOT beautifully written *i hereby accept those who know how to write simple words yet able to touch my soul(original ok, not copy paste from some quotes)*

PS: Someone who have blood relation to me just did that. I understand young love but they should know the invisible line. Duhhhhhhh......

Trip to Pattaya

Wah entry ni dah kepam tak sesiap. Here goes. After so much of 'brainstorming', cekpen surprised me with a late birthday gift, yg tak berapa nak surprise lah sbb i couldn't guess what was it after more than 10th times...*sweatdrop*. 

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Catch early flight to Bangkok on 28 April for our yearly getaway+bday gift+anny, just the two of us. Kids stay at home. ;)

We decided to go light...very light, just two backpack for 3 days 2 nights stay at Pattaya. No need to plan so much cos both of us just want to relax and chill and little bit of exploring. Agak2 tak cukup baju, beli aje kat tepi jalan belambak baju sepoh hengget kan.

Our journey was escortedby approx 20 Ferraries all the way from Bangkok to Pattaya. Our shabby public taxi were side by side most of the time with these raging horse power beast, such a masculine man made machine *drooling*. Tapi driver tak semuanya errr as good looking as the car ...hehehe.

After check-in, we just stroll along the beach road. I was watching *salivating* the auntie while thinking the 'halalness' of the food she's selling. Hmmm....tak beli daaa ...cuak hehe.

We were welcome with babi golek by the pool side..what a turn off. Other than babi golek incident, everything about the hotel is excellent. Love the ambiance and hospitality. Dapat rega murah pulak tu kan lagilah rasa best gila.

In conjunction with Pattaya International Music Festival, the crowds are overwhelming. 

Ada konsert rock rambut panjang, suar ketat, baju itam, cukup pakej macam rockers2 lain kat memana pun, cuma derang nyanyi lagu siam le kan so ala2 kelakar le bunyi tu sbb tak biasa  dgr lagu rock versi sawadikap.

Walk through the bazar that night to find only one halal stall available. Luckily it was just me n cekpen, if the kids were around sure enough getting dinner will end-up with a lot of frustation. Mostly mmg cik bab dlm all the food, ada jugak babi golek kat bazar ni, but smaller compare to yg kat tepi pool earlier.  errghhhhh. *vomit*

1 pack of maggie goreng, 2 cup of fruit juice, we settled by the beach. Enjoying our moment with some laser beam plays. Nasib ada kebab tapau from Central Festival, takdelah kebulur malam tu.

Most of the day spent in the pool. Jadi badak berendam. Cekpen beriya belajar swimming. hehehe. Cekpen making new friend too, a 26years old engineer from Norway, while i was sleeping for 2 hours under the scorching hot sun, talk about sunbathing and tidur mati =P.

Massage were extremely cheap, rm20/hr for thai massage, rm30/hr oil massage. rm50/hr for aromatherapy massage...murah kan? Tak kisahlah massage center yg cabuk or yg classy ala spa house, the rate lebih kurang sama je. Yg mahal kalau buat kat hotel, rm150/hr for thai massage, itu the cheapest, yg lelain jenis massage lagi mahal nak mampus kat hotel ni. Gambar massage takdok ye..=B. Rasa nak massage lagi tapi tak sempat le, dapat buat 2 kali je, jadilah.

After a day and night of walking, we decided to rent a bike on Sunday. rm20 for 24hrs. Konfiden je cekpen jawab ada lesen padahalllll. Almost 2 hours kot kitorang explore the town sampai menggeletar tangan cekpen. Last2 balik hotel semula sbb dah tak larat. Sambil explore tu carik kedai makan thai sebenarnya, tapi tak jumpa. Mostly indian or kebab or middle east punya restaurant je yg ada. Actually jumpa satu yg serve kebab n thai food, tapi bila nak gi balik kat situ tak reti. hehehe.

The famous Tiffany show. Ini lah satu-satunya attraction yg ada dalam pamplet Pattaya yg kitorang gi jenguk. Yg lelain tu, gajah, buaya, gems, island hopping lah apa semua tak minat nak gi. I mean, nak tgk gajah buaya semua tu watpe kan??? Bersepah kat mesia hehehe. Anyway, mmg amazing lah the performance. Tak bleh ambik gambar or video masa show but ambik jugaklah ikut celah2 sambil make sure tak kena tangkap =P. Actually they all menari ikut tema beberapa negara. First of cos from thai, then ada from vietnam, china, russia, itali...errr ada byk lagi tapi dah lupa. 90% of the penari dah mcm tulen sangat, ada lah seketul dua yg you can easily single them out, the hips not wide enough, or the shoulder are too broad or the face feature are too hard. The props, costume, back drop mmg dasyat, brilliant stage play lah senang citer.After the show, the dancers keluar utk ambik gambar dgn sesapa yg nak. Hmmm....up close and personel.....mmg lah cantik. Makes me wonder....whose the lady? Me or them?! Bahhhhhhhhh...put my hand down, they win definitely. Reality.

Random taxi sign. Kentut not allowed, gropping not allowed, pistol not allowed. Ok, understood.

Monday morning, naik taxi lagi ke Bangkok. Watch 5D shows at Siam Paragon. Lunch at MBK. Then go to the airport with another rempit taxi driver yg menghiburkan kami bila dia menyanyi bersama Selena Gomez, I...I love u like a love song baby. ouchhhh*ear bleed*. Nasib mina tak ikut, kalau tak kofem drebar taxi ni kena sound dgn mina. Masa ni dah tak sesabar nak balik sbb rindu kat budak2 yg kena tinggal. Risau dapat jumpa derang balik ke tak, sampai rumah ke tak ...ahhh mcm tu lah bila travel berdua. Somehow mesti hati tu ada kerisauan. 

Finito.