Sisih

Cuba mendapatkan semula ruang untuk kegunaan yg lebih berfaedah. Jadi semua pakaian baby-maternity-lusuh/lama/kembang-tak muat tak perlu disimpan lagi.....semak!

Panic

In panic situation again today....hoping Sarah can go through this and her immune systems quickly resume back to normal. Semoga Allah berkati segala usaha kami...ameen.

Not yet because....

Kejap kata pi kejap kata tunggu...takpelah...i follow je.

Pagi tadi bila blood test report Sarah siap, Prof decided not to let us go to UMMC. Blood count still tak naik naturally walaupun dah 18days after the 6th chemo started on 27 may.

Sarah looks very well, it may lead to wrong judgement at UMMC, that they might think she-is-not-so-critical-thus-no-urgency-for-admission and tell us to go home (ni prof Lin punya pendapat) ...which i'm more than happy to go home but also not so happy sebab kejadian 4 & 5 may June mungkin berulang dan juga pengalaman lain yg #$#@$%#^%^&.

Masa nak ambik barang2 yg dah masuk kat kereta (2 kali dah aku punggah barang masuk kereta pastu angkat balik masuk ward), terpandang paper Malay Mail ni. Tertarik sebab front page terpampang UMMC bukan main besar.



Hmmm..elok le prof tak kasi gi sana....dibuatnya gi sana pastu disuruh balik sbb takde bed ataupun Sarah is ok tak perlu admission (their terms)....dah kena buat admission lagi sekali kat sdmc nih..letih makcik. Sbb kalau balik rumah, takde TPN, takde drip, tak minum susu....harap makan nasi 3 sudu dgn air kosong je,memang konfem malnutrition n dehydration lagi sekali.

Road to Recovery

Nampaknya esok kena teruskan perjalanan ke UMMC.

Harapnya esok tidak menjadi 'bola yg di sepak' ...kalaupun disepak..harap ia berbaloi-baloi untuk pulihkan Sarah.

So wish us all the best.....semoga semuanya dipermudahkan...ameennnnn...

My oh my

Bertabahlah *talking to myself*

Weekend lepas adalah sadis..tapi hari ni lagi sadis.

We brought sarah to sdmc emergency on sunday, then go back, then masuk balik for admission on monday. Our hope that they can do something about sarah's persistance diarrhea.

Within few hours lepas admitted, Sarah looks a lot better, diarrhea stop at 5pm on monday. Spent that night peacefully.

Tuesday afternoon, endoscopy and biopsy performed. Intestine seems normal but colon had severe collitis.

Prof Lin, Dr Wong (gastro), and Ms Nurul (Dieatition) said can try to give Sarah something to eat/ drink.

So, Tuesday around 6pm, I start to give her water (crysanthimum tea...less than 10 sips)...she purge 3 times... a lot..definitely more than what goes in.

Then wednesday, around 11am, we try plain porridge, 2 spoon....she purge another 3 times.

Then around 6pm, plain strain soup, 5 spoon and a sip of rice water.....she purge 7 times which the last purge at 10.45am today.

She's already given 2 types of strong antibiotics...no milk, no solid food...nil.

How now ??????

Prof Lin agree for Sarah to continue TPN and drips...no oral intake until Sunday.

Then, he want us to see Prof Chris Boi at UH on Monday (againnnn!!!), he's a gut specialist.

Banjir ok....banjir dgn airmata....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Home sweet home

Officially kimoterapi sarah dah habis. So now, sedang berhibernasi di rumah agar Sarah tidak terdedah kepada sebarang jangkitan virus. Cirit masih berleluasa, hmm..........at the moment diet Sarah contain no sugar, no dairy, no oil, no spicy, and very little milk(neocate). Cepatlah sembuh usus Sarah, selagi tak sembuh mama dan ayah tak dapat nak terima the idea that Sarah is OK, because Sarah still not the Sarah that we knew.